Lot of clean up of homelab and personal projects tonight, I guess it was all much needed maintenance. Just more work. work work work.
Also worked on my website - Added some information about PESOS and POSSE to /indieweb.html, Took a step to implement PESOS by pulling mastodon and bluesky feeds into /social.html. It's not _perfect_ but what ever is. Tightened up /notes.html a little bit too - https://roylindauer.com/notes.html .
I need a break from the INTERNET lul
I may submit to the unknown, but never to the unknowable.
― Roger Zelazny, Lord of Light
https://roylindauer.com/notes/2026-07-11-unknowable.html
"8k meditation while you sleep" app
AI book club that reads the books for you, and then meets with other AI to discuss the book and then delivers you some notes at the end of it all so you can focus on what's important in life.
Automatic zen garden machine so you dont have to fuss around with sand, and rakes, and all that nonsense.
WHY AM I LIKE THIS? Building the same class of problem that I spend all day debugging professionally, into my homelab, except now it's unpaid and there's no one else to call on... lmao. lol
Impermanence is not a loss you're owed protection from, no instead it is the thing that makes any thing worth enjoying while it's here.
Reading American Gods and the chapter when they visit Vegas is the most interesting by far, just, no idea what it was about, or even who it was about. so strange. Just cannot remember...
wow it's so weird, when you know something well the AI is pretty bad at that thing and not helpful, but when you are not knowledgeable at a thing the AI is so fucken good at it. it is a mystery. clearly AI is only good at the things that I am not. will science ever unlock the key to this mystery?
I'm a Hanami guy now 🌸
marathon being described as "an incredibly oppressive, stealth-heavy, twitch shooter environment" is pretty spot on. unless you are top percentage of players you are just stuck on an endless negative loop of being fodder. its just not fun.
for the shits and gigs
It’s kinda weird that I am now able to materialize software on demand.
Personal computers have become too good and that is why there is a powerful effort by big tech to take that away.
Why own when you can rent? Why freedom when you can “walled garden”? https://roylindauer.com/notes/2026-01-15-personal-computers.html
The Firekeeper doing a little spin when you use certain emotes is the most adorable shit I have ever seen in any fromsoftware game. 10/10 darksouls 3 is the best game.
The Firekeeper doing a little spin when you use certain emotes is the most adorable shit I have ever seen in any fromsoftware game. 10/10 darksouls 3 is the best game.
https://roylindauer.com/notes/2026-01-09-firekeeper.html
So much <3 to all of the folk working to support asdf-php, php-build, phpenv, etc. Not an easy task. And a thankless one at that.
https://roylindauer.com/dev/thinking-about-php.html
Juggling multiple runtimes for various projects has me thinking about how much dealing with PHP is a huge pain in the ass.
I try to answer, for myself, "why" it's such a pain in my ass 😂
Juggling multiple runtimes for various projects has me thinking about how much dealing with PHP is a huge pain in the ass.
Why is that though? Maybe it’s not? Maybe it’s just me? I don’t know. Why is the Ruby & Go ecosystem so much more pleasant from the developer experience? Why do they seem more developer friendly? I think I can answer "why"
- Ruby and Go assume the runtime belongs to the project. - PHP assumes the project belongs to the runtime.
Cory Doctorow delivered a speech entitled “A post-American, enshittification-resistant internet” for 39C3 in Hamburg, Germany. https://pluralistic.net/2026/01/01/39c3/#the-new-coalition
Fuck yeah let’s go!
https://roylindauer.com/notes/2026-01-01-post-american-internet.html
Cory Doctorow delivered a speech entitled “A post-American, enshittification-resistant internet” for 39C3 in Hamburg, Germany.
> The door is open a crack, the wind is blowing, the post-American internet is upon us: a new, good internet that delivers all the technological self-determination of the old, good internet, and the ease of use of Web 2.0 so that our normie friends can use it, too.
What even is a “web browser” today? What does AI powered mean for a “web browser”?
roylindauer.com/notes/2025-12-17-firefox-in-2025.html
Mozilla directing Firefox down a path that seems counter to what the kind of people that use Firefox actually want from a browser is a clear signal that I have no fucking idea what is going on XD
Mozilla directing Firefox down a path that seems counter to what the kind of people that use Firefox actually want from a browser is a clear signal that I have no fucking idea what is going on XD Best to just, walk away, and focus on the things that actually bring me joy in this world.
> Like Camus’ Sisyphus, we are condemned to push the boulder of our own systems uphill—one fix, one refactor, one script at a time. But unlike the story of Sisyphus, the curse is not placed onto you by some god. We built the boulder ourselves. And we keep polishing it on the way up.
I want to quote the entire article. This may be the best blog post I have read this year.
https://roylindauer.com/notes/2025-11-22-gemcoop
Gem.coop is a new server for sourcing Ruby gems. I switched because Ruby Central's actions left me feeling uncomfortable. Supporting the folk who are doing the work rather than, whatever Ruby Central does, feels better and better aligns with my values.
Gem.coop is a new server for sourcing Ruby gems. It's easy to switch.
I switched because Ruby Central's actions left me feeling uncomfortable. Supporting the folk who are doing the work rather than, whatever Ruby Central does, feels better and better aligns with my values.
I often forget that macos is a unix and that many of the underlying tools are just bsd tools. `auto_master` for example, to configure auto mounting various network shares and disks.
I also forget that i can use `apropos` to figure out _where_ to learn about a tool and of course use the `man` pages.
so i guess, friendly reminder that (to myself) that macos is a unix.
TESTO
hmm except for the part where it crashed all of the various cosmic apps I had open :( will need to keep an eye on that lol
COSMIC Text Editor seems nice. A simple text editor, not trying to be an IDE, not vscode based. Having some things like code formatting is nice but honestly it's not a deal breaker.
Starting to feel like goldilocks over here trying to find a text editor 😂
Neovim is too goddamn turbonerdy, VSCode is too microsoft...
https://roylindauer.com/notes/2025-11-15-indieweb A website is a garden to tend to, and the IndieWeb is a guide for how to grow a garden that yields higher quality. Or something like that. Anyway, i have done a lot of small updates on my site to better support.